Can I ask a question to myself............I'm a bad guy or not?

Somethings I should not do, I did it~
Somethings I should not say, I told her~
Somethings I should say.......but I haven't told her.
I should not make a dream, I make it
I pretend to be a good man!?......WTF!
What's going wrong !? I'm stupid as I know it......

I can tell you I love you, but what can i give you. I can feel your pain, but ....what I can give is just a sorry..........

Julia Fordham Girlfriend lyrics (once again............)

Don't tell me to stop crying please just hold me while I do
Soothe me with your silence and just cradle me to you
Don't push me for my reasons or expect me to explain
How can I in five minutes shift a lifetime's hidden pain?
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If you just hold me, hold me, hold me....
I went to see a psychic and I paid for good advice
He said Forget a romance 'til you've sorted out your life.
Be your own mother and your father and your sister and brother,
And even try to crack the art of being your own lover...
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In my darkest hour you'd be mine, these wildest dreams
are no crime, or are they?
Coming from a place of need, not one of abundance,
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Don't tell me to stop crying, please just hold me while I do
Soothe me with your silence and just cradle me to you
Don't push me for my reasons or expect me to explain
How come I say I'm happy to be on my own again...?
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If you just hold me, hold me, hold me....