2010年5月30日星期日

阿杜《沒什麼好怕》



曾經,在錯愛中失去自我,忘記一個人也可以是幸福快樂的。2個人的情歌是束縛,1個人的情歌是救贖,眼淚流乾過後,提醒自己要好好的過,放手是為了繼續向前走,相信往後的往後,可以活的更自在灑脫,沒什麼好怕,這一次選擇勇敢的為自己幸福。

我世界應該更遼闊
為自己默哀一分鐘 轉頭重新來過 :) 加油努力生活喔

2010年5月24日星期一

new page number 1

The feeling is so peaceful, haven't been engaged into any relationship. Enjoy my lonely planet.^_^
Still don't understand why someone could make a decision for me. Ask me to sorry.....delete me for somehow....is it really gd for me? I'd not make any choice?

2010年5月22日星期六

Jump off to restart all the things

From Vanilla Sky
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Do you remember what you told me once? That every passing minute is a another chance to turn it all around.

My dreams are a cruel joke. They taunt me. Even in my dreams I'm an idiot... who knows he's about to wake up to reality. If I could only avoid sleep. But I can't. I try to tell myself what to dream. I try to dream that I am flying. Something free. It never works...

2010年5月13日星期四

Monet's vanilla Sky

Monet's vanilla Sky

2010年5月12日星期三

Vanilla sky again and again

太喜愛這片,昨天從 HMV買回這 DVD.......... 『每一秒鐘的決定,都可以 讓你的人生從此不同』

轉載: http://rouqusangie.myweb.hinet.net/2001/vanillasky.htm

英文片名 : Vanilla Sky
中文片名 : 香草天空
導演 : Cameron Crowe
改編自 Open Your Eyes
IMDB觀眾評價 : 7.0/10
Angie 評分 : 5 / 5
演員 : 
Tom Cruise 湯姆克魯斯
Penélope Cruz 潘妮洛普克魯茲
Cameron Diaz 卡麥蓉狄亞茲
Kurt Russell 寇特羅素
Jason Lee 傑森李
Noah Taylor 諾亞泰勒
Tilda Swinton 提達史溫頓
Alicia Witt 艾莉西亞維特
"香草天空"改編自西班牙導演Alejandro Amenabar在1997年執導的浪漫驚悚片"Abre Los Ojos" (Open Your Eyes 睜開你的雙眼) ,Cameron Crowe的版本將劇情鋪陳的更簡單更易懂且更現代化!!等待近半年後,Vanilla Sky終於在萬眾期盼下在台灣發行了,即使之前香港發行了一段時間,我仍然沒機會看到,在第一時 間將DVD帶回來,以興奮的 心情開始放映!!
映入眼簾的是一片片清新純淨的Menu,白 底配上幾個灰黑文字,再搭配一張莫內的Vanilla Sky畫作,與幾張蘇菲亞的生活照!!莫內的 香草天空虛幻而不存在,全靠畫筆與白紙而創作,蘇菲亞的 一切存在與否只有大衛知道,我們只能靠想像與記憶而留影.DVD的 幕後花絮中收錄了兩段「自拍」,還記得Cameron來台灣時帶著一台DV 到處拍嗎??(真恨當初沒有去,不然也有 可能入鏡,我可能是少數只為Cameron Crowe瘋狂的人吧!!!) 這台DV也拍遍了香草天空宣傳各處,另外也有 演員排演及NG片段(按劇照選單上的面具就看的到了).可惜這些影片都沒有加上中文字幕,大家得用 心點聽了!!!
劇情描述著David Aames繼承在父親在紐約的一家出版社擔任主管,事業有成、年輕富有,有位無話不談的好友Brian,更 另人羨慕的是他那帥氣不羈的外表,連名模Julie也 為他瘋狂.這位天之驕子不乏女人投懷送抱,但他始終 抱著隨性的性愛生活態度.某天一場生日派對,邂逅一位 到紐約發展的舞蹈家Sofia,她有氣質又優雅,他為她瘋 狂,他們度過了一個什麼都沒做的夜晚後,跟隨他的Julie突然出現,他上了車,兩人衝突不斷,無論David如何安撫,一切已經 太遲,車墜落橋下.....
大難不死的David雖然保住性命,但他那帥 的讓女人心痛的外貌卻毀了,他發現身旁的人看他的眼光都不同,他深愛的 人也不願與他一同出去,一切視為理所當然的人生觀也從此改變,頹廢至極 的他醉倒在街上.隔天,Sofia出乎意料的回到他身邊鼓勵他,但David的潛意識裡仍然擔心Julie會回來找他...一位 心理治療師慢慢卸下David的心防,抽絲剝繭 的結果卻發現更驚人的事實(?)
如果你堅持主角穿梭在夢境與真實之間,那只有在大衛醉倒在街上,蘇菲亞將他叫醒帶他回家當時了,天空一片 變成香草色,畫面像被一層霧給蒙上,這時大衛 正式進入夢鄉!!!! 可是,我不這麼想,還記得David是一個忙的連兩秒鐘也要為同事解決小鎖事的主管嗎???你試過一個晚上八個小時做了三四個夢嗎?? 你試過一個夢跨越古今嗎??夢境的世界你永遠不會了解,當然,它也能出現車禍、愛人、派對,甚至一百 五十年後的延續生命冰凍技術. 如果你從頭到尾一秒也沒錯過, 更不能錯過最後一秒, 了解我所說的嗎?
很抱歉在大家看完複雜的劇情後還要看複雜的觀後感. 提一些比較單純的東西吧!!
Julie一角是個充滿自信魅力,但內心脆弱的模特兒,在片中她正發行了一張個人專輯,就在Julie和David衝突的車上,背景音樂放著Cameron Diaz演唱的I'll Full Apart,這是Diaz繼「哈啦瑪莉」及「史瑞克」後再度在電影中演唱,如果電影中聽不清楚,一定要買原聲帶回來聽!!另外很驚訝的在香草天空一片看到很久不見的Kurt Russell、演技派的Tilda Swinton以及年輕一輩的Alicia Witt (下一個就是你)!!!
另一驚訝的是Cameron Crowe有勇氣改編如此爭議的劇本,以往他的作品像「征服情海」「成名在望」「單身貴 族」都是浪漫又帶些笑點,拍的人輕鬆,看的人開 心,但這次「香草天空」卻是拍的人嚴肅,看的人沈 重. Cameron的野心讓我看的過癮!!! 管他的評價是否兩極....當然電影總是會帶給觀眾一些正面啟示,貫穿全片 的一句「Open Your Eyes」好像是在提醒我們「睜開眼,看清楚你所有,看清楚你 身旁的人,看清楚自己做的」.
而潘妮洛普克魯茲在片中所說的「每一秒鐘的決定,都可以 讓你的人生從此不同」,隨著大衛睜開他的雙眼清醒後,我們對生命的本質是否有更深刻的感觸呢???在我的工作上通常要跟Customer推介好電影,如果 要用簡短的幾個字來形容這部電影的類型,香草天空應該是一部驚悚、懸疑、浪漫、科幻加少許推理類吧!!! 如果你很容易知道他在演什麼,那你可能看太少電影了,一定要用複雜的思考,反覆推疑,這樣才不失樂趣.

The Promise - Michael Nyman

Another Beautiful Version for Promise, this one comfort me lot.

2010年5月11日星期二

The Heart Asks Pleasure First .......from [Piano] OST

If my heart asks Pleasure first, what for the next? guilty?

Can I ask a question to myself............I'm a bad guy or not?

Somethings I should not do, I did it~
Somethings I should not say, I told her~
Somethings I should say.......but I haven't told her.
I should not make a dream, I make it
I pretend to be a good man!?......WTF!
What's going wrong !? I'm stupid as I know it......

I can tell you I love you, but what can i give you. I can feel your pain, but ....what I can give is just a sorry..........

Julia Fordham Girlfriend lyrics (once again............)

Don't tell me to stop crying please just hold me while I do
Soothe me with your silence and just cradle me to you
Don't push me for my reasons or expect me to explain
How can I in five minutes shift a lifetime's hidden pain?
:
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If you just hold me, hold me, hold me....
I went to see a psychic and I paid for good advice
He said Forget a romance 'til you've sorted out your life.
Be your own mother and your father and your sister and brother,
And even try to crack the art of being your own lover...
:
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In my darkest hour you'd be mine, these wildest dreams
are no crime, or are they?
Coming from a place of need, not one of abundance,
:
:
Don't tell me to stop crying, please just hold me while I do
Soothe me with your silence and just cradle me to you
Don't push me for my reasons or expect me to explain
How come I say I'm happy to be on my own again...?
:
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If you just hold me, hold me, hold me....

2010年5月10日星期一

suddenly, want to walking in a rainny day ~~~

What you like to prefer, ....end up walking in the November Rain!?
it is impossible to hold a candle light in Rain~~

Title: Guns N' Roses - November Rain lyrics
Artist: Guns N' Roses Lyrics

November Rain


When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained
But darlin' when I hold you
Don't you know I feel the same
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain
We've been through this such a long long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain
But lovers always come and lovers always go
An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today
Walking away
If we could take the time to lay it on the line
I could rest my head
Just knowin' that you were mine
All mine
So if you want to love me
then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin'
In the cold November rain

Do you need some time...on your own
Do you need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone
I know it's hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn't time be out to charm you

Sometimes I need some time...on my
own Sometimes I need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone

And when your fears subside
And shadows still remain, ohhh yeahhh
I know that you can love me
When there's no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness
We still can find a way
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
Even cold November rain


Don't ya think that you need somebody
Don't ya think that you need someone
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only one
You're not the only one

遇上 100% 的女孩 by 村上春樹

自己好鐘意國境之南太陽之西呢本小說,正如之前所講近來好多舊回憶都不斷湧現....

- Vanilla Sky
- The name MV......
- 國境之南太陽之西
- Sting
- The Beach...etc

呢 D 或多或少係我最喜愛的.........思緒已經唔能夠再集中下去。

遇上 100% 的女孩 by 村上春樹 (節錄)
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就這樣少年長成三十二歲,少女也有三十歲了.時光已驚人的速度流逝而過。
於是在一個四月的晴朗早晨,少年為了喝一杯Morning Service的咖啡,而在原宿的一條巷子正中央擦肩而過,失去的記憶的微弱之光,瞬間再兩人心中一閃。

  她對我來說,正是100%的女孩啊!
  他對我而言,真是100%的男孩啊!

可是他們的記憶之光實在太微弱了,他們的聲音也不再十四年前那麼清澈了,兩個人一語不發地擦肩而過,就這樣消失到人群裡去了。

  你不覺得很悲哀嗎?

2010年5月2日星期日

Sally's Song......."The nightmare before Christmas"

I love the movie "The nightmare before Christmas", walking in HMV and found Joanna Wong was singing this song in her asia concert.....今日情緒低落指數甚高,give me one more week to finish it....plan for my schedule of escape.

I sense there's something in the wind
That feels like tragedy's at hand
And though I'd like to stand by him
Can't shake this feeling that I have
The worst is just around the bend

And does he notice my feelings for him?
And will he see how much he means to me?
I think it's not to be

What will become of my dear friend?
Where will his actions lead us then?
Although I'd like to join the crowd
In their enthusiastic cloud
Try as I may, it doesn't last

And will we ever end up together?
no, I think not, it's never to become
For I am not the one
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